Alley of Obscurity

I turn back and see

Everything was exactly what I wanted it to be

A real dream

Was what it seemed

I never feared anything

Cuz I had with me who meant everything

But suddenly it disappeared

And I stand all alone in despair

Thinking to myself

That I’ll never believe

In something that’s most unkind

Something called ‘life’

That can give you something for a while

Make you feel alive

And snatch it back

In just a flash

Everything that I ever wanted

Is being destroyed

I watch it helplessly

But it’s not that I never tried

To fix the broken pieces

To make you forget

But a pass back to reality

Is what I seem to get

Maybe it’s my destiny

This alley of obscurity

No matter what,

This is where I’m meant to be

This is what I'm always going to believe

This Can't Be Me

I’ve changed into someone

I never wanted to be

I’m fading away,

Right in front of me

Drifting away from my destiny

I’m locked inside this cage,

Someone please set me free

There’s betrayal in my eyes,

That nobody can see

My unwanted existence

Just wants to leave

And make everyone believe

That this is not me

I’ve destroyed myself long back ago

Now I’m left with the broken pieces of my soul,

Wandering around,

Trying to find their own shadow

I can hear my own scream

I can see my broken dreams

Used to look up at the sky,

With my head up high

I lost all control and fell off,

Now I look down and cry

The castles that I made

Are now falling down

The symphony that I loved

Is now losing its sound

In this ocean of hope,

I start to drown

I’m about to die,

And I can’t see anyone around

Someone please save me

This is not where I wanted to be

How did I end up being here?

Wake me up,

I’m frightened by this nightmare

I can’t see this happening anymore

I want myself back more than any time before

Bring the old me back

My existence is the only thing that I lack

No, this can’t be me

It’s not what I used to be

Let Me Die

Hold my hand

Take away my soul

In this world around me

I’ll be no more

Take me away from this mess

A Never ending stress

I don’t need any more of this helpless life

Take back this curse of staying alive

These cuts are too deep

And inside I bleed

The pain keeps getting stronger

It’s just an end that I need

Shut my eyes forever

And don’t let me see,

What I can’t change ever

Let me run away,

Let me die,

Let me look back one more time,

And say my last good bye

Life. Goes. On.

Whatever happened in this life

Is it all real, or just a lie?

If I have really been through this

How did I survive?

I feel like I’d stumble

And fall real hard

But I’m trying to walk

Through this rough path

The fear of losing

Is still there

But what is left to lose

When you’re not here

The life that I’m leading

Is missing some of its part

I look at the sky

And try to see you in the stars

I can’t see you anywhere

Please tell me this isn’t real

Wish that I wake up some day

And see you standing in front of me

And tell me it was all a dream

And now you’ll never leave

I’ll tell you what I’ve been through

How hard it was being without you

How I used to fake a smile

But broke into tears at the night

But face it little girl

This is all real

The life you thought you’ll have

Will never be yours

And it’s just the beginning

There’s still more to come

So wipe away these tears

For how long you’re gonna live with this fear?

Even with these dead hopes,

Try to be strong

Cause in the end,

Life goes on

Lost

I'm lost in this chase
In this world's race
The fight that got me nowhere
I try to look through my own face
Is this what I wanted?
Is this what I need?
They say I have it all,
Then why do I feel incomplete?
I'm at the top of the world
But I feel that I'd fall
Take it all away,
I don't need it at all
Take me back to the time
When I wasn't lost in this fight
So I can undo what I did
And make everything alright

A Living Dream

With these open eyes
I look at this life
Everything is so perfect
I look around and smile
But when I close my eyes
The reality overcomes
I'm living a lie
The rain starts turning to a storm
Everything I knew,
Everything I lost,
I can't see it all around
And in these memories,
I start to drown
With these closed eyes
I see this life so clear
I should wake up from this living dream
And try to face the fear