Tired of you

Yeah I’m tired of you

Get off my way

Don’t want to hear a sound

Yeah I’m tired of you

Why don’t you just go away?

The more I want you to leave

The more you roam around

Tired of you

Yeah, I am tired of you

Now that you have left

Why do I still see your face?

Just leave me alone for once

Yeah, I‘m tired of this chase

Tired of how you make me

Hit my head on the wall

It makes me sick when you talk to me

And even more when you call

I’m tired of you, I’m so tired of you

Your presence, your appearance, your sound, your name

I would throw this all down in a fire flame

I’m tired of you

Why don’t you understand?

Just leave my hand

And find your place in another land

Where there’s no you for me to see

Free of you my life would be

Tired of you

Yeah, I’m tired of you

Circus

This world is a circus

With strange clowns

They make you laugh

And sometimes frown

You try to look

Through their deception

An existent illusion

A frightening delusion

They smile at you

But they’re covered with a mask

With hatred inside

Engaged in their vile tasks

Your innocent eyes

Can’t catch their lies

They break you apart

Till your spirit dies

The spectators will watch you burn

Until you turn

To a better place

Where even in daze

And lousy haze

No one would harm you

With their naive cold face

Eternity

Here I stand
in the bright light
Its not letting me see
Whats in front of me
The light has started to dim
Is what I see real?
It is the reflection of me
Calling me towards eternity
Into a cruel hollowness
An empty entity
I am moving towards it
A voice has started to call my name
I look back and see nothing
My reflection is calling me again
My eyes are stoned
My hands are cold
I'm moving towards myself
The only one I know
Slowly I reached
This hollow space
A strange place
There's no end to this emptiness
I can't see anything except myself
But I can hear these sounds
I don't know what they're saying
I can hear them saying my name
My reflection is smiling at me again
I look back at it with clueless eyes
I want to go back
But something is holding me on
My reflection has started to fade away
Its leaving me alone
I'm deceived by myself
These voices are now haunting me
I found out that I was my biggest enemy
Now I am moving away
Nobody can save me
The place where I am now
Is even far away from eternity

You Are...

You are everything that I believed
Now its everything that I hate
You are the hidden sorrow in the smile
A little whisper in the silence
A vague shadow in the dark
A follower from the past
A lost tear in the ocean
A part of every emotion
The unseen scar
A dead star
The voice that I hear
The only one I fear
You were a dream yesterday
But now you are a nightmare

[ out of my mind ]

What is the purpose of living this life
When you have got nothing inside
Dead feelings, dead thoughts, dead soul, dead mind
When everything is dead,
Why am I still alive?
You're out of my sight
I'm out of my mind
I need you around
to make me alright
This feeling of hate
Is such a disgrace
I could jump over the fence
to get over your ugly face
Dead you, dead me, everything is dead
But then I open my eyes
and figure out this was all in my head

[ sky of destruction ]

I've got the gun
You better try to run
Cos today you'll see your last sun
And your existence will be undone

Your decayed soul
Will reach its end
Your stained mind
Will now mend

Your betraying eyes
Will be shut forever
Your honest lies
Will now be over

Your deceiving smile
Your deluding intentions
Will all be buried
Under the sky of destruction

Its time for you to run
But today will be your last sun

[ stepping away ]

I can see everyone stepping away
One more step each and everyday
I can't stop them even if I try
I don't want to see this happen,
I don't want to cry
Living this life in this fear
The ones I have by my side
Are going to disappear
Everything is fading away
I try to hold it
but it never stays
I can see everyone stepping away
One more step each and everyday