Sunday, November 20, 2011

I am Gone

These strange faces

These unknown places

Never belonged to me

What am I doing here?

A voice is calling me somewhere

It is the only sound that ever felt familiar

I move towards it

With my eyes closed

Nobody can see me walking away

But slowly, my soul fades

My occurrence is gone

My name is forgotten

My memories are vanished

My presence has become something

That never even existed

Until I’m Dead

Where am I trying to go

I’m buried until I’m dead

Why can’t I see you here

I’m blind until the end

Try to break me down

You can’t find me anywhere

I’m buried until I’m dead

I was this way

I am this way

I’ll always be the only person

By my side

Until I’m dead

You can take away my life

Kill me in any possible way

Burn me down

I promise I won’t frown

Let me be free

Let me get out of it

Help me move

Take me to an end

I’m buried,

Until,

I’m dead

Saturday, October 29, 2011

m-i-s-t-a-k-e-s

Everyone I think will forever stay

Ends up going far away

I can’t do anything except standing there

And watch it all happen

I should get used to it,

But you’re the only one who matters

I could run and make you stay

But I’m chained by my own mistakes

As I watch you go,

My fears start to grow

The dreams start to die

I’m losing what I thought was mine

This life had a meaning,

This smile was real,

It was all because of you,

What I said is what I meant,

Is all what I want you to know

Out of Sight

All these tears

All these cries

All the misery

And the sleepless nights

Leading me to another place

Where I don’t even recognize my own face

The incomplete mends

Are taking me to the end

I’m soon going to go far away

Is what they said

I’m going to somewhere new

I feel so happy,

I feel so blue

There will be no sign of old entity

A new world is where I’ll be

Done with holding on

I’ll now be long gone

I’ll leave no sign behind

Where I am, nobody will find

I’ll keep the track of everyone

But when it comes to me,

I’ll just stay out of sight

Alley of Obscurity

I turn back and see

Everything was exactly what I wanted it to be

A real dream

Was what it seemed

I never feared anything

Cuz I had with me who meant everything

But suddenly it disappeared

And I stand all alone in despair

Thinking to myself

That I’ll never believe

In something that’s most unkind

Something called ‘life’

That can give you something for a while

Make you feel alive

And snatch it back

In just a flash

Everything that I ever wanted

Is being destroyed

I watch it helplessly

But it’s not that I never tried

To fix the broken pieces

To make you forget

But a pass back to reality

Is what I seem to get

Maybe it’s my destiny

This alley of obscurity

No matter what,

This is where I’m meant to be

This is what I'm always going to believe