Fake World

looking up to the sky
i wonder why
i have been stuck in the lies
of this fake world

where trust means nothing
and feelings are cold
where you have to live with a fake smile
and there's not even a single hand that you can hold

where darkness surrounds you
and there's no sign of light
when there are all shades of blue
that surrounds your days and nights

when everyone seems like a stranger
but you can't run away from them
when you want to escape the world
but you've got to face the pain

when you don't want to think about anything
but the thoughts just keep on running inside your head
when you want to scream so loud
and forget everything that's heard and said

When you feel like it would take the whole life
To get things right
and in the end its your own shadow
that you start to fight

looking up to the sky
I wonder why
I have been stuck in the lies
of this fake world ...

That's All What She Knows

Lost in the memories
She looks back
What she has got
And what she has lost
They don't let her forget her sorrows
They don't let her be happy
She wants to move on with life
But its darkness all around and that's all what she sees
She wishes she could runaway
From everything around her
And never look back
To the memories that surround her
She wants to get it over
She wants them to know
That she doesn't want them to say a thing
Coz it drags her from going on
Maybe she'll never get the answers
to all that chaos
But life goes on
and that's all what she knows ...

Mirror

I look at myself in the mirror

I can’t recognize what I see

This is not what I used to be

In my eyes, I see fear

Of seeing everyone going away

And I won’t be able to make them stay

In my mind, I hear these voices

That keep on getting loud

That are always around

In my soul, I see a hater

Of what I’ve become

For being so numb

In my heart, I see a hope

That it is all going to be okay

That there will be a new day

In my life, I keep searching for the answers

To the questions that don’t even exist

Reality is a Fiction

Reality is a fiction

This life is a lie

The people around you

Are nothing but just a disguise

You can only sit back

And watch your life fall apart

Life is a long sad story

It is its own kind of art

You wish that there was an exit

Or you could just close your eyes for a while

But you’ve got to watch it all happen

And that is the only way you can survive

Take Me Away

I look around and realize nothing is same

And I don't know who to blame

I feel like I've died a million times

But they keep telling me that I'm still alive

Still trying to find you in my dreams

Fighting between whats real and what I believe

In the end, all I can do is scream

But I know that nobody can hear me

Please take me away with you

I can't take what I'm going through

The Game

Out of the blue

Out of nowhere

The memories of the past

Are on my mind right here

I had a hope

I had faith

That I won’t give up

And now here I am

When I look back at the sorrows

They make me smile

‘Cause I’m finally over them

After walking several miles

Fought with the troubles

Stood for who I am

Once I fumbled

Now I’m the winner of this game

I knew if I had faith

I’d reach this day

And now I’m making my way

On the Golden Bay

I'll Live

I’m gonna live

In this world so cold

With these souls long sold

With my story untold

I’m gonna stay

My own way

Lookin’ towards my destiny

Waitin’ for a new day

I’m not gonna run

No I won’t hide

In this dark world,

I’ll keep on searching for light

Whatever comes my way,

I’ll face it all

You all will fall

And I’ll be the only one,

That you’ll see standing tall