- flashbacks

Too afraid to close my eyes

And see your face

Too afraid of all the flashbacks

Too afraid of the smile

That has now turned into tears

Too afraid of all the memories

Which are now my fears

Too afraid to see the things the way they are

Too afraid to accept that you’re gone too far

Too afraid of the night

That turns the day into a silent scream

Yes, I’m too afraid

Too afraid of all these never ending dreams

I am Gone

These strange faces

These unknown places

Never belonged to me

What am I doing here?

A voice is calling me somewhere

It is the only sound that ever felt familiar

I move towards it

With my eyes closed

Nobody can see me walking away

But slowly, my soul fades

My occurrence is gone

My name is forgotten

My memories are vanished

My presence has become something

That never even existed

Until I’m Dead

Where am I trying to go

I’m buried until I’m dead

Why can’t I see you here

I’m blind until the end

Try to break me down

You can’t find me anywhere

I’m buried until I’m dead

I was this way

I am this way

I’ll always be the only person

By my side

Until I’m dead

You can take away my life

Kill me in any possible way

Burn me down

I promise I won’t frown

Let me be free

Let me get out of it

Help me move

Take me to an end

I’m buried,

Until,

I’m dead

m-i-s-t-a-k-e-s

Everyone I think will forever stay

Ends up going far away

I can’t do anything except standing there

And watch it all happen

I should get used to it,

But you’re the only one who matters

I could run and make you stay

But I’m chained by my own mistakes

As I watch you go,

My fears start to grow

The dreams start to die

I’m losing what I thought was mine

This life had a meaning,

This smile was real,

It was all because of you,

What I said is what I meant,

Is all what I want you to know

Out of Sight

All these tears

All these cries

All the misery

And the sleepless nights

Leading me to another place

Where I don’t even recognize my own face

The incomplete mends

Are taking me to the end

I’m soon going to go far away

Is what they said

I’m going to somewhere new

I feel so happy,

I feel so blue

There will be no sign of old entity

A new world is where I’ll be

Done with holding on

I’ll now be long gone

I’ll leave no sign behind

Where I am, nobody will find

I’ll keep the track of everyone

But when it comes to me,

I’ll just stay out of sight