m-i-s-t-a-k-e-s

Everyone I think will forever stay

Ends up going far away

I can’t do anything except standing there

And watch it all happen

I should get used to it,

But you’re the only one who matters

I could run and make you stay

But I’m chained by my own mistakes

As I watch you go,

My fears start to grow

The dreams start to die

I’m losing what I thought was mine

This life had a meaning,

This smile was real,

It was all because of you,

What I said is what I meant,

Is all what I want you to know

Out of Sight

All these tears

All these cries

All the misery

And the sleepless nights

Leading me to another place

Where I don’t even recognize my own face

The incomplete mends

Are taking me to the end

I’m soon going to go far away

Is what they said

I’m going to somewhere new

I feel so happy,

I feel so blue

There will be no sign of old entity

A new world is where I’ll be

Done with holding on

I’ll now be long gone

I’ll leave no sign behind

Where I am, nobody will find

I’ll keep the track of everyone

But when it comes to me,

I’ll just stay out of sight

Alley of Obscurity

I turn back and see

Everything was exactly what I wanted it to be

A real dream

Was what it seemed

I never feared anything

Cuz I had with me who meant everything

But suddenly it disappeared

And I stand all alone in despair

Thinking to myself

That I’ll never believe

In something that’s most unkind

Something called ‘life’

That can give you something for a while

Make you feel alive

And snatch it back

In just a flash

Everything that I ever wanted

Is being destroyed

I watch it helplessly

But it’s not that I never tried

To fix the broken pieces

To make you forget

But a pass back to reality

Is what I seem to get

Maybe it’s my destiny

This alley of obscurity

No matter what,

This is where I’m meant to be

This is what I'm always going to believe

This Can't Be Me

I’ve changed into someone

I never wanted to be

I’m fading away,

Right in front of me

Drifting away from my destiny

I’m locked inside this cage,

Someone please set me free

There’s betrayal in my eyes,

That nobody can see

My unwanted existence

Just wants to leave

And make everyone believe

That this is not me

I’ve destroyed myself long back ago

Now I’m left with the broken pieces of my soul,

Wandering around,

Trying to find their own shadow

I can hear my own scream

I can see my broken dreams

Used to look up at the sky,

With my head up high

I lost all control and fell off,

Now I look down and cry

The castles that I made

Are now falling down

The symphony that I loved

Is now losing its sound

In this ocean of hope,

I start to drown

I’m about to die,

And I can’t see anyone around

Someone please save me

This is not where I wanted to be

How did I end up being here?

Wake me up,

I’m frightened by this nightmare

I can’t see this happening anymore

I want myself back more than any time before

Bring the old me back

My existence is the only thing that I lack

No, this can’t be me

It’s not what I used to be